Friday, December 02, 2005

Nothing works right

Nothing works right for me.
Despondent, demoralized, depressed.

I am starting to have doubts.
Doubts about whether I should be here. I seriously don't think I am a well-suited PhD candidate.
Doubts about whether my project is ever going to make it. I seriously think I am the most unlucky person in this lab.
Doubts about whether I will be able to make anything work. I just can't seem to make anything I need to do turn out right.

Struggling and groping for a way out.
But time and again, I just found myself sucked deeper and deeper into the immense black hole of despair.

Never to crawl out again.

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